Of all the things in my head to write about...I decide this. Heavy Metal.
It has been years...many years since I have listened to Heavy Metal.
Though I was listening to is less...after I got sick...I didn't like it anymore.
In fact, it made me feel sick... I found other music that motivated me and that I enjoyed. Some sad, some uplifting... none that bothered me.
Today I played Heavy Metal again...and enjoyed it. It felt like the only thing I could do to stay centered.
Today I had rough day. In a string of rough days.
Not only has it been rough...but more importantly I haven't been able to attend class. I'm guessing that is the trigger.
Three weeks from today I will be on a 32 hour flight, half way across the world.
I'll be leaving behind the biggest project of my life, my school, and my husband.
Overwhelmed doesn't explain it.
It feels like I have so much to do.
So many loose ends.
Feeling more worried about when I come back than enjoying the fact I am going to be in THAILAND, training MUAY THAI.
Ah!
Heavy Metal for some reason hit the spot today...
