So I know I've had an uphill battle and I'm excited to see all the positive changes in my body and all that...but a part of me is bummed.
Today, actually right now, is a fight going on, an all girl fight for charity. I can't help but want to beat myself up for not training sooner, harder, better. I could have been on the card... We just got another posting for fights in NY, in June. Another one...that if I had been training sooner, harder, better I could have been ready.
This week I sparred for the first time in a long long long time. I only did a few rounds. I did ok I guess, and mentally I did ok - but wish I did better.
Guess I am just venting a bit and know I'll just use this as fuel. I will get there one of these days.
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