5 years

It's been 5 years since you left this earth.  So glad you were a part of our family.  SO much has happened...and I have a feeling you already know....

 I've had three dreams about you.  The first was after you had passed...You were not in it, but my third grade teacher and grandma were talking...(both are passed on) about how you were going to arrive soon...The second  not too long after... mom was having a health scare. I was sitting on the grass and you appeared.  You told me that mom would be fine, and we hugged. Mom was fine, and is doing ok.  The second I don't remember as much, but I know I went to bed thinking heavily about you, missing you. Again I knew as I was dreaming that you were going to be there...and you were. We hugged.  I knew I was waking up, and I had to go to the bathroom. I held as long as I could but knew I we had to part.  I woke up feeling glad. 

I think of you a great deal... wondering what we'd talk about if you were still here, what advice you'd give me. Not too long ago that mom put Rossy to sleep. I sure hope that he is with you.  He's your buddy and you deserve each other.  

We all miss you.

I guess something this... Jeff shared this with me..not too long ago... the words are better fitting

https://www.facebook.com/video/embed?video_id=1421898844702540

Lyrics...

What does it look like in heaven
is it peaceful and free like they say
does the sun shine bright forever
have your fears and your pain gone away

cause Here on earth it feels like everything.. good is missing, since you left
here on earth everything is different, there is an emptiness

I hope your dancing in the sky
I hope your singing with the angels choir
I hope the angels, know what they have
I bet it's nice up in heaven since you arrived

Tell me, what do you do up in heaven
are your days filled with love and light
is there music? is there art and invention
tell me are you happy and more alive

cause Here on earth it feels like everything.. good is missing, since you left
here on earth everything is different, there is an emptiness

I hope your dancing in the sky
I hope your singing with the angels choir
I hope the angels, know what they have
I bet it's nice up in heaven since you arrived